I'm a very sexual creature. I cannot deny it. It's in me...within me. Pulsating up from my core and throbbing in my throat. My sexuality takes over me...at certain times. I try to ignore it...push it to the the back of my thoughts. But there it goes again...the smell of sex infiltrates my nostrils, without any sex or sex smells being present...but it reminsices on what the scent used to smell like and dives into my nostrils, down to the core of my soul, and back up to my brain. How can a man abstain from sex for more than a year? I don't know. If I'm dying for it, how can he not be?

Listening to Jamie Foxx singing "Dj won't you play a love song"...and it's turning me on so. I need a man to tickle my senses....tease me...touch me....in the places that are unexpected. Don't go straight for the breast or beyond...tickle me with your mind and your hot breath inches away from my skin...whisper how u love my body and my mind....and how u want to love my soul. tickle me from the inside. then caress me on the outside. then take me in your big man hands and envelop me in your arms...with 1 swift move. mmmm....damn. i long for it. i need it. desire it. crave it. will die without it. i need...sex.