What's going on with me inside

Sometimes I wanna laugh, sometimes I wanna cry

Life seems to throw things in my path to see if I can swerve

But if I let the change hit me dead on, what will I really learn

Is it that some things happen for a reason, unbeknownst to me?

Or is it that my choices will dictate who I will be?

The realness of it is that I'm still on a path...searching...for it

Only thing is, I don't know if my inner being is really fit

To receive what is is that the Lord has in store for me

But with each step or misstep, all I can do is continue to believe

That my soul is strong and sturdy, and of that I can rest assure

That with every day, every breath, no matter what curve balls life throws...I know that I can endure....

Anything.